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Sunday, October 31, 2004
Finally started my revision on maths... still at the 1st few topics... i'll see how it goes... n i hope this mtd will be effective ba....
Went out for dinner last night to celebrate my dad's b`dae... hahaz... was having a BIG headache when i got home.... so i went to bed very early instead of continuing with maths revision... even when i got to bed, had trouble getting to sleep cos it was hurting so bad...
Hahaz... b4 i got to sleep... i overheard a conversation between my mum n dad... apparently, my mum din noe i went to bed le... she tot i was at my neighbour's hse.... so she was asking my dad y he locked the metal gate when i haven got home.... hahaz...
Luckily when i woke up this morning, headache gone liaoz =) Ha... tml afternoon planning to go for a swim again... with toot tootz... dunno if meng n bel coming along... hahaz...
Lost soul buried her memories on
2:00 PM
Friday, October 29, 2004
Haiz... think i'm not in a very good mood today.... my rxns are kinda big today... when i dun really have to react so greatly.... just hope no one is offended... hmm
I shld really get started on maths... but wat am i doing here? I dunno... i only know that i'm not in the mood.... haiz... okok... i shall try getting back to my notes later....
Lost soul buried her memories on
Thursday, October 28, 2004
Chem prac is like a total horror! It really feels like a nightmare now... seems so unreal... but the truth is... it's actually a reality... Bleahs...
1st up is titration.... n it's a dual titration... something which i nv done b4... well, it's still do-able... but the thing it's that dual titration means double the time! I spent like 45 mins just doing titration! N use phenolphthalein! Change from pink to colourless... n the bench top had to be light purple in colour... i had a hard time trying to decide if the pink colouris due to the indicator or due to the bench top!
Next is physical chem... expt is do-able... but the qns eh? Nv seen them b4 except for one.... wat a funny graph i got.... n i dunno how to colour order of rxn! 3 marks confirm gone.... n with that funny graph of mine... i dunno wat'll happen....
Then it's QA.... on some funny cpd which is pink... nv see b4... ok... tat's still managable... actually come to think of it now, it's within my ability to do the QA... just that at that time, i'm alr so flustered tat i can't well.... wat i usually noe, i just didn't think of it at that time... i blame it on the titration... it makes me have no time, thus panic... n thus didn't perform as i shld have...
Ha... then i was like only left with 15 mins when i started on both planning qns... hahaz... my hands was shaking so much that i dun care the volume of reagents is not accurate.... which in turn lead to me getting inaccurate results... one whole qns down the drain... haiz.... Last planning qns i really did it in a mad rush... i wonder if the marker can figure out wat i'm writing... haiz... n even if the marker can, i dun even noe if wat i wrote was correct.... no time for me to figure le...
Overall i also dunno wat to say... say it's hard, it's actually do-able... but then even when its supposed to be do-able... i still screwed it up like mad!! Bleahz.... It's a combination of qns which makes u go mad actually... come to think of it now... at least it makes me go mad... haiz..
Feels like my hopes of dashed now....
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Tuesday, October 26, 2004
Didn't had econs consult today as planned... end up it was chem... n after tat me n bel spent like such a long time trying to discuss that stack of econs mcq... hahaz...reached sch kinda early today.... 8 am... hahaz... by the time finish econs, it was like 11 plus bah... then we dunno where to go for lunch... end up bel suggested eating in sch...(Not a very good choice but at least it makes me save a few bucks)... she wanted to eat the spaghetti from the yong tau foo stall... which she nv buy b4... hahaz... just like last wk... there's only one plate left... so i ate grilled fish spaghetti from the western stall...
Heh... after makan i went home to rest for awhile b4 i headed out of my house to meet toot toot at 3 for Swimming!!!
Hee... after last wk, i've reached my aim of swimming one lap continuously w/o stopping... hee... therefore i've picked up the courage to swim at lane 2, 3 n 4 le... my next aim is to swim 2 lap continously... Hee... set to aim to swim at least 10 laps today.... did it in 1 n 1/2 hrs... hahaz... that's cos i slacked alot in between... n another 2 more laps in like 10 mins? yup... after that was like lazing ard.... then we went to middle pool to slack somemore... hahaz.... after slacking lehz... went back to deep pool....
I've learnt how to float le... finally... but i can't float for long if i just stay there... so gotta keep my legs moving... n then i'll drift along the water... quite shiok actually... wanted to drift one lap across... but halfway thru nose kenna hit by water so gotta stop b4 going on... Towards the end... i wanted to make it to 15 laps... but i guess i din really succeed... hahaz... tat's cos lehz... while doing the last lap... toot toot who's alr at the end keep waving at me... hahaz... wat a great distraction.... in the end i stopped b4 i touched the wall... hahaz... when wat i need is a few more strokes... Hee... had a good time sleeping today... in fact enjoyed it more than last fri... the water is kinda cooling with this weather... n good thing no sunburn this time round... =P
Thurs is chem prac le... not fully prepared yet... guess tml i must finish looking thru my prac file le... n maybe do some other practices which will help? Hahaz... jia you everybody!
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Sunday, October 24, 2004
hmmm...today is a pretty much normal day... not very hardworking... but not very slack either... hahaz...
hee... tml morn might be going j8 with my mum... she wanna hand in the cpf contribution thingy... then have breakfast at delifrance... but then she just mention only... dunno really going anotz... if going... gotta wake up early... yawnz... cos she has cultivated that habit of "zao shui zao qi", n she thinks that i shld do that too....cos it's supposed to be good for health? N cos i disturb her when i enter the room while she's asleep... but of cos i nv listen to her... oops... hahaz... hmm... i guess i do sleep abt the same time as her during sch days.... cos i'm usually tired after 10 plus? Hahaz... but seldom earlier lahz...
Tues planning to go back sch for consultation.... n hopefully i can finish discussing chem mcqs with bel... so that i can go out makan after chem prac on thurs instead... hahaz... yah... after sch on tues i'm going swimming again!!! With toot toot...
Guess i'll stay in sch till 3 plus like tat bah... avoid the strong blazing sun... can't afford to get sunburnt againz... thurs must wear sch blouse for prac... n it'll be damn uncomfy if my skin is burnt! Hahaz... must aviod anything that distracts me while doing prac if possible... hahaz... k
kinda gotten over the big urge to swim from last time... but i'm still looking forward to it... hopefully i can see some progress... usually when i start to get the hang of it like 1 hr plus later... toot would be hungry liaoz... hahaz...
I'm getting abit sick of econs liaoz... n i haven started on maths... think after i'm done with this essay and going thru the errors of my mcqs, i'm going to put econs aside for awhile... do more of chem n maths instead mahz... dunno y i seem to feel tat i'm kinda overloaded on econs...
Lost soul buried her memories on
Friday, October 22, 2004
What a cool rainy night... nice to sleep tonight yah...
Went with my mum to her eye checkup today... the waiting time is so long man... we reached there at 1015am... n left the place only at 1 plus... well... while waiting i did abit of econs mcq... hahaz...
after tat was nothing much bah... went chinatown makan... shop abit... then went to pay a visit at my ah ma's hse... who apparently just had an eye operation too... Hahaz... the hospital just gave video clip showing the procedure of the op... on how they remove the thing from the eye... it's quite interesting... not scary like those other bloody procedures... so tat's how my day went... not much revising... but i'm trying hard not to brood abt it... cos it'll only affect my mood... hahaz...
Lost soul buried her memories on
Thursday, October 21, 2004
Hmmm... 4 days are gone in a flash... revision started but it's slow... way too slow... past 3 days was like this... 1st half or up to 3/4 of the day is spent in sch... go home n sleep till evening... n wat did i do at night? Can't remember now... hmmm... tried drawing up a brief revision plan... n realised that i had no time to finish studying for maths if i follow this rough plan. Bleahz!!!! Other subs shld be ok... though i ain't that confinden.... haiz... but maths... ah duh.... can i possibly speed it up? Can i study some much maths effectively at a faster rate? On top of revising for other subs...
Oh well, even if cannot also must try... this is the last lap... i wanna end my exams happily... n break away from the cluthes of A levels! n to do that, i must win my battle against maths!!! My day today seems to past in a blur... it's just mcqs mcqs mcqs... i did them... but did i learn?
Lost soul buried her memories on
Monday, October 18, 2004
Well... i ended sch at 2 pm today... though i cannot say that i've revised on alot of stuff today... i find this style of schooling more effective... rather than following the time-table blindly...
1st up was Gp paper 1 feedback... well... just another session of blindly copying n stoning... after that was a break... followed by paper... which i screwed up totally... passage one was ok... but passage 2 was like huh? I've no idea wat the qns is trying to ask...
So GP ended at 12 plus bah... after that was econs extra lesson... hahaz... 1st half still pay attn.... by the time ms ng starts to review on micro concepts... my mind has alr started to wonder le... hahaz... So 2 pm like that econs ended... n we(me, bel, tootz, et n yiyun) went s11 for lunch... by the time i reach home it was like 4pm?
Ha... wanted to take a short nap b4 i start revising my inorganic chem... but that short nap turns out to last till 6 plus... hahaz... after shower, dinner n playing with babies, it was 830 b4 i start touching my inorganic chem notes... n now i'm online... so u can figure out how much study stuff i did huh? Hahaz... nvm... left my trans metals...
tml has been planned for econs consult plus own grp discussion of chem n maths mcq... ha... maybe after that i'll revise my trans metals in sch n do tat structured paper... see how it goes... i seem so enthu abt studying now yah? Haiz... i bet somewhere along... i'll suddenly plunge down n feel so helpless... it always happens... esp when i study maths...
Lost soul buried her memories on
Sunday, October 17, 2004
Hmmm... it's alr sunday morning... all i have done since fri is one chem mcq... okok... i shall not brood abt it this time round.... no pt complaining so much yah... might as well channel the energy for better use such that i can work better...
Grad assembly..
swimming and getting burnt
given that i had not been swimming often for quite a few yrs... i do not have anything such as sunblock... esp after the previous 2 swimming trips... the uv rays aren't that strong.... so getting sunburnt din really crossed my mind... n i haven been burnt since sec 3 camp... that time wasn't so bad... i was wearing t-shirt n so my shoulders were spared.... the worse thing is... i was complaining that i dun seem tanned... guess it doesn't shows quickly... but i do realise how red i was after shower... good thing no sch today... hahaz... if not i'll be walking ard like a big red crab... hopefully it won't be so painful on monday liaoz... n i won't be so red... dun wannt aa in sch...
back to swimming... heh... i spent like 1 hr plus in the pool b4 i actually get down to having the hang of swimming... guess the main prob at 1st is my breathing coordination bah... yup... finally got it right... n finally i managed to swim 1 lap w/o stopping... n all in all did a few laps... ha... that's y i'm kinda enthu abt swimming right now... wanna work on it... these are certain things i've realised... ok... so this is it... toot toot... i wanna swim again next wk... but then... it gotta be either early morning like last sat... or we swim after 3pm hor... i dun wanna chao ta again =) Lost soul buried her memories on
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
These few days are quite normal bah... nothing much happened... Haiz... i really need to get down and sort out wat r the things that i gotta do... the only thing i noe is that i've alot of stuff to do... but i nv figure how am i going to do them... n i have a problem... that is... i dunno wat's my problem... bleahz... ok, this is it... it's time to go figure...
Tml is the last sch day which gotta follow time-table... n sad to say... the last official lesson isn't one of my favourite... esp after wat happened during post-prelims... argh... u dun like us... i dun like u either... things aren't always wat they seem from the surface...
ha... fri is grad ceremony... but i doubt there'll be any qi fen... end at 10 plus bah... after that might be going swimming or soak in the pool... heh...
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Sunday, October 10, 2004
I have low brain power... or is it low concentration span.... took one whole afternoon n yet i still haven complete one chem paper 3... so tiring... i'm only at qns 7... n i'm not thinking anymore... it's either i dunno the ans... or i am too tired to figure out the structures of the organic compounds... i believe it's the latter though... hahaz...
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Saturday, October 09, 2004
Woke up like 6.30 this morning? Hahaz... went for an early swim at 8am... for me it's early... it's a good feeling... actually nv tried swimming so early b4... n the weather is so cool... with the wind blowing, it gets quite cold too... but i think i nv use up much energy... cos i spend more time standing ard... soaking in water... poor stamina... can barely swim across the breadth... let alone to length... that's y i always have to use lane 1 or 8... for fear of drowning... well, this is something i shld work on...
N another thing is...after swimming... i ate alot... more energy intake than energy burnt... oops... maybe i should swim more often... b4 i turn into a big fat pig w/o exercising... n i hate jogging... cycling is fun too... but need to go till east coast... yah... swim more n hopefully stamina will improve... n i can swim as a regular exercise... weather this will work... only time will tell...
Watched cranberries video again... nice nice...though i nv seem to catch the whole storyline in some videos which have a plot... ha...
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Friday, October 08, 2004
Having a craving for chocolate milk right now. That's cos i saw a carton of fresh milk in the fridge n i wonder y my mum nv buy a chocolate one too as she's usually do.. that's cos i dun take fresh milk... hahaz... for now i'll just make do with iced-milo... a good substitute though not perfect. Nothing beats the real thing while u're having a craving. ha... choc milk will wait till tml morn if the craving is still there.Ha... swimming tml morning... meeting toot at yck at 745... i got a feeling that won't be doing much schoolwork tml... most prob i'll sleep my day away after coming home from swimming n lunch... n i'm capable of getting away without doing anything at night too... oops..There's a whole list of stuff waiting for me to do man... chem, maths, econs... be it needed in sch or own revision... there's just this whole list of stuff on my mind... think i better write it down soon... hahaz... Just collected my 4 sets of chem prelim papers today... n i spent nearly 2 hrs sorting, stapling,punching holes n filing them. Yah... think i can sell files soon... might be buying more files cos i simplyy can't stand having so much papers lying ard... hahaz... so hard to revise...
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Thursday, October 07, 2004
3 more days had passed. Feel like i had did something, andyet feel like i did nothing... hahaz... finished reading the stepford wives, the polt is kinda unlike the movie, though the theme is still the same. Tml there's a chem mock test for N2003 paper 2. that was the diff paper with all the tricky n thinking qns. Worse is i think i've forgotten some of the ans to the qns, which the teacher has explained... aiyoh... die le.
Since tml having chem mock... not going swimming le... going on sat morn instead... hahaz... after pe today, i joined meng in wt taking... i dunno if i gained any mass cos differenet weighing machines seems to tell me diff stuff... hahaz... maybe can try again next wk... if there are no teachers ard to see... hahaz
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Monday, October 04, 2004
It's just another typical post-prelim sch days... more going thru of the prelim papers... n the GP feedback after school? I was like not paying attn the whole way... reading the book The Stepford Wives, I think i'm a slow reader... hope i can read faster, wanna finish the bk soon.
Heard that the sci prac briefing changed to tml mass civics instead le? That means fri we'll be free... maybe go swimming and pao shui... hahaz... though i've very very very bad stamina... Hope swimming will do good to the mind n body.
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Sunday, October 03, 2004
Bleahz... so sianz... really dun feel like going to school... just wanna stay home n hug my pillow in this clod weather. The reason i go to school is just to wait for the moment where i can get out of it.
Did SAJC maths paper 1 and econs mcq... that maths leh... haiz... so much i dunno how to do lorz... forgot most of wat i've studied b4 prelims... n so many wrong ans... though i dun have the ans... i noe that my ans r wrong. If u nv get the right ans, how do u noe if ur working is right... duh...
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Saturday, October 02, 2004
I think there's something seriously wrong. I attribute all these to post-exams blues... haiz.. i did nothing related to sch for today, can even say for the whole wk... I sleep in the afternoon till i get headache... a result of sleeping too much... this is just horrible.
Lost soul buried her memories on
Friday, October 01, 2004
Overseas CIP
After School Prelims I can't decide if i do well for the prelims.... funny right... chem i score well was cos the paper was relatively easy. Econs, hmmm... though i pass, my paper 2 was a big flop... fail till very pathetic lorz... but then i noe very well y i flunk it like shit... hahaz... as for GP leh... just pass lorz... n i think it's my worse GP grade so far? Though it was nv good... hahaz...
One pt to ponder. Guys should marry and girls should get married. Can u understand this statement? Cos the teacher who marked my GP script can't... hahaz
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
Actually the weather was kinda uncertain today... in the morning there's like a light rain coming on n off... all the way till the afternoon... n the rain was there even when we dipped into the pool.. heh... but the good thing is... the weather remained good for a swim... after a while... the rain stopped... can see the sun and kinda dark clouds at the same time... quite a nice weather which u'll not always see.... n the ripple formed by the sun is great... provides a good distraction while swimming... so won;t think abt the distance so much =P
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
Haiz.... watever watever... i'll see how it goes...
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
A different kinda sch day...
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
Oh well... wat can i say... the person who organise just dunno how to do a good job... for one... it should be only meant for the j2s... i believe that the j1s have other things to worry abt... wat for waste their time... n ya... make us squeeze into the cramped hall... how to enjoy like tat.... shld let us sit in the audi wat... with lights dim while we watch the videos... though they're nothing special or great... the qi fen will be there... some of the things they do similar to my sec sch... but in sec 4, it was so much more meaning... ambience do play a huge part...
Oh well... soaking in water n swimming was fun... but getting sunburnt is horrible! I shall nv be vain n try to get an instant tan by swimming under the scorching sun again.... Though we din particulary choose to go swimming at that time... we just went after sch on fri... n it happened to be at a time where the sun was scorching... n the uv rays r harmful...
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
Econs Lecture Today
While we were having lecture, we heard a scream from the other side of the audi. It sounded like the f word and it was so loud that we all tot it came from someone sitting int the lecture. But no, only a scream and a door slam... we can't see anything from where we were sitting. Our speculation is that the scream came from the walkway leading from the main door to the audi... then the person ran away. Haiz... dunno if there's a fight and he's angry or that he's stressed. I hope it's cos he's angry instead man.. come to think of it... kinda creepy lehz...
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
Just another sch day... n a long one too...
A full wk ahead
Maths mock test again tml... 2 to 5... haiz... which means my whole day is gone... with that 3 hrs staring at the paper again... i seems to have forgotton what i studied b4 prelims again. Haiz... still thinking of how i should clear up this "maths mess", problem is that i might just take so long to think.
Wednesday econs lecture extended... roughly by one period... but it might go even further... haiz... dun think my attn span is so long. I wonder if i really learn during lect. it's either trying to copy furiously wat's on the screen, or trying to search for the pts given in the notes. Sometimes i think i'm just stoning... After lect i think there's a session for essay pointers, which is optional... but i think i'll go... it's for my own good right... but that's if i pay attn... Thurs there might be one too... but thurs end at 1? And i have a feeling the earliest it'll start is at 2 plus... haiz... during that hr i doubt i'll be very productive too...
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
I dun like school
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
Post-Prelim
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
After all the hassle, the funding prob is solved. Yup.. price nv increase... hahaz... but i can foresee more probs... hmm... i shall see...
So today go town after sch lorz... hahaz... but dunno y i was so tired... after eating at shaw, we went to the toilet at scotts, then went to use the toilet at taka... then go home le... hahaz... sorry sheen, but i was really tired... i'm still tired now. There must be something wrong with me.
I seriously dunno wat i'm thinking. I realised i could had passed maths, despite all the complains i made... haiz... y is it that i give up even b4 i make any attempts, or is it cos i'm too freaked out? My revision could had paid off if i was calmer... hahaz... but wat has pass alr pass liaoz... they had moderated and i passed, but i'll always remember my real grade for maths... hahaz... it's time to set my mind to be clear and to be focused again. Stay calm... hahaz...
Lost soul buried her memories on
11:01 PM
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
ha.... haven stepped into the free access rm to play games for quite some times le... since last term? Hahaz... anyway, there seem to be a grp of guys playing games in the room too... n they just can't stop scolding vuglarities,which is downright irritating... can't they behave?
Hahaz... meeting sheena at amk mrt later... going town again today... my phone no batt liaoz... hopefully can manage to meet her... hahaz.. hmmm... hope i wont go home too late... haiz... lately my mind just doesn't want to do anything... did a GP compre just now during GP double period... nyjc paper... easier compared to sch prelim... but no time to finish... hahaz... spend too much time stoning liaoz...
Lost soul buried her memories on
1:05 PM
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-